October is ending

Today is the 30th of October already which means October is coming to an end soon.
Tomorrow is Halloween. Even though this day isn't a tradition in my country, Cambodia, people around the city always celebrate. Well, I just don't understand why. It's not our customs or tradtions or culture, whatsoever. If they only celebrate it in some international schools, I think it's ok because it's international, it's a mixture of every nations.

Well, anyway, my topic today isn't about 'to celebrate or not to celebrate halloween'. It's about how I feel so sad about upcoming months. T,T

Starting from October to January, the weather in my country will start to get colder, unluckily without snow falling since we are in the equator line.
As I ride motorbike today early in the morning, I feel the cool breeze of wind embracing my body.
Ever since I was young, I really like this cool weather. I really did. I always wish for it to come sooner, but now, after I entered college, windy weather always makes me sad.
Before I enjoyed staying outdoor during windy weather. It makes the world so lovely and cool. It makes feel me so content and fresh, but now even just seeing how the wind works outside my window, I feel so cold and chilly. 

It's really a funny story.
My love started during these windy months, and it also ended during these windy months.

Whenever I comes across this cool months with winding blowing, I feel so peaceful and sad.
Whenever I see the leaves swaying, I feel rather more sad!!

It's so stupid of me. Though my relationship ended peacefully and reasonably, I miss it everyday.
My friends help me, tell me, hit me, and encourage me to get over it, but still I can't.

I hope to get over it soon.
I don't like feeling sad. I don't suppose anyone like to feel sad!

Wish me lucks guys!

P.S I know that no one is reading this, but well, invisible wishes from everyone! XD